I was at the saddle ranch house in southern california on august 2nd and i just found out that Kate was there yesterday. If only i had stayed a few more weeks.
Trapped with no way out
Lost in a sea of emotion.
I keep searching for something that’s real
Do you know how it feels to love someone that you can’t have
Trying to find someone better
But you’re all i think about
I can find no one better
And the thought that i have no way to tell you is crushing me inside
You have lifted my spirits by your beauty and grace
I only wish that someday we meet face to face
I recently came home from vacation with my mom, during one sleepless night i could not stop thinking about Katers17. I started creating a poem in my head, here it is
Having fun with family
Playing games, sharing stories
It seems like nothing is wrong,
My life is hunky dory.
But i feel so alone because your not here with me.
I see you every day vlogging about your life
Oh, how i long to see you, to have you in my life
I can watch your videos and smile and it brightens my day.
You’re what keeps me going
Through this mundane life
I’d give anything to see you
Every time i see you i get happier and happier
You got me singin’ “l.o.v.e” to myself